One that Shall Not be Missed (death, P, single post)

Ini, after many days of long and senseless travel, just to fulfill something he had wanted to do for awhile, had finally reached the Valley of End. He saw the many terrible things that happened here in that fatal battle not too long ago, he could sense a feeling that made his very uneasy. The many dead that roam here may be trapped, and not able to get out. But, this got him thinking. i wonder what my father is doing, if he just roams, or if he has found his one true place he belongs in his death... The though eventually fell out of his mind. The walk here was long, endless, and very thought provoking, as in like, ooh whats this, or i wonder what hapened here sort of way, it seemed that Konoha had many different historical landmarks. He had never realized that there were indeed this many. And this time, on his way here, and even now is a very solemn and heavy time. He had just recieved news that his mother had just passed, and this left an emotioanl scar on him. One that he cannot just trn his back to. Initake sighs. He doesn't know what else he can do for this world. He has had nothing but failures in his past, and present. he has never won an actual spar, and he has been provoked and made fun of in ays that he doesn't want to think about. He immediately left this thought alone.

he continued to wander, and as he did, his mind went along with it. He was contemplating what it is like to die. He WANTED to join his parents, but he just couldn't face how he could. He didn't want to die, but if it meant eternal happiness, pain might be his only choice.

Initake then sprung up in his bed. "woah. Freaky." he said aloud, waking up from his small cot in the complex he was living in. he then looked around, sure he heard voices around him, but could not put his finger on where they were coming from. Was he going insane? no, he couldn''t be. he then decided to go to the village graveyard. he visited his fathers tombstone, and sobbed for a few minutes on the top of it. This dream really did wake him up. Part of it was indeed true. His father was ddead, and his mother s nearly fatally ill. If anything happened to her he didn't know what he would do.

After roaming the streets gfor a few hours, he wanted to go visit his mom. He knocked on the dorr. Waited. Waited. And waited some more, but no one had come to answer. no, this can't be true.... e thought. He then went the side way, remembering that he and ne of his close friends always enjoyed destroying things, and tey had made a secrtet hole in the side of the house in case they wanted to sneak out. It wasn't patched up, but he barely fit inside.

Once inside, He looked around the nice house, now infested with rats and mice and other creepers and crawlers. His mother=s room was straightdown the hallway, but he wanted to check out the house first. he went to the bathrroom, and tried to wash the tears off his face from the excessive crying. But, there was nothing available. He lit up a cigarette. His mother would kill him if she saw him with one, so he stayed put, and hurried it up. he finished it within seconds. He went into hi mothers room. he saw her laying on the bed, arms flopped over to one side. He shook her, trying to wake her up, but it was no use. She WAS indeed dead. he looked down at the floor, and saw a jug of oil. he then went outside with it. he lit a match and then ignited it, blowing up the house, there was nothing else he could do. He had othing left in his life, nothing important.

He walked away from it slowly, not even a small glance back. He went to the shed they had nearly a quarter mile away from the house. he went inside. Sobbing so heavily, he couldn't even bear a single thought, he did what his natural instincts told him to. He took his dagger, and looked at it, but before he did anything drastic, he too out paper and a quill. he then wrote a note saying

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Initake then walked over to the Hoage's building. he looked up, and said "God, may someone find this, let them do as it says. Give it to the Hokage, in whatever way you can." He then looked at the ground, and then at one of the plants outside of the building, and placed the note in that pot. He then did as the note said he would. He walked to the back of the building, not feeling anything, no crying no emotions, just...nothing.


He took his dagger, raised it high to the Sun, and then let it gleam in his eyes, nearly blinding him. And his last words were " May this work." he then soved it in his stomach. Never to be seen alive again.